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July 08, 2005 - 11:20 p.m.
Fight your evils
What I'm listening to right now... And so I return, across a barren wasteland, surrounded by so much flotsam.
Sometimes it's lilac wine, and sometimes it's other little bits of manna that make it o so hard. But they shut off the screaming, the anger, and the burning, burning rage. And there's a very small voice who just wants to be heard, God let him. That ultimately, despite slowing the effects of his heart, he leaves the vitals no more ready for action than sleeping guards in a guardhouse, and that the man in charge up top, all the way up in the head - well, he sometimes dances round on the controls like he was trying to learn to fly. We can feel his lifts and swoops, oh, and the crashes. And maybe he finds himself sometimes irrationally and completely afraid of the dark, and screams, and screams. No one comes. He'd rather they did, cos then they could show him that the demon isn't gonna do it. When he was 2, when his parents were there - they told him that the black horde he could see, the small evils, weren't gonna get him. But they tried to help move the black things anyway. They told him that God had him, but it didn't mean that those things wouldn't try to get real close. And sure enough, everytime he's ever been way too tired, there they are - they wink at him through his eyelids, and then they stand, in lines and curls and lines, marching to show the complexity of a world below our line of focus. And the intricacy drives you nuts, so that his head starts to burn, and he has to scream to get away from them. Or, in the dark, he is doomed to follow them, follow their train. Terror. Irrational. Uncontrollable. The small voice never leaves. How every good cause can prosper because He is with us.
So that never...
Les' Love Child - May 02, 2006 Fight your evils - July 08, 2005 Real freedom - May 05, 2005 And the Saints go strolling on - April 16, 2005 Sky blue crap - April 13, 2005
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